我總是怕自己太愛你,會讓你變的驕傲
                                                                               
我怕當你知道你已經徹底的擁有我時,你會變的不珍惜
                                                                               
所以我愛的方式,總是有一點故意的嫌棄你  譬如說…
                                                                               
                            當我覺得你很帥很迷人的時候
                                                                                                                                                               
                            我會故意瞇起眼皺著鼻對你說…你老了喔
                                                                               
我們之間相差八年
                                                                               
我記得我認識你的時候,我才十八歲…而你二十六
                                                                               
那時候你總是說…人家會說我拐妹妹
                                                                               
有一陣子,謠傳你家人不喜歡我
                                                                               
其實他們錯了,你們家人當時擔心的是
                                                                               
我太年輕又做這樣的工作,會很不安定
                                                                               
但是…真討厭…我到現在還是這麼的喜歡你
                                                                               
                            而當我說你老了的時候,你會很沮喪且很相信地說
                                                                               
                              沒辦法啊…真的老了嘛
                                                                               
                                                                             
然後…我會很高興,覺得你相信自己沒有魅力後會更愛我
                                                                               
                                                                             
我真變態,真的…我早不只一次的說自己是喪心病狂
                                                                               
因為你,我從來沒有否認
                                                                               
當你剪了頭髮好清爽的時候,我都恨的牙癢癢的
                                         
會刻意的說:有剪嗎??看不出來啊
                                                                               
心裡嫉妒著那些,會看到你像個大男生的女生
                                                                               
雖然…也許並沒有人特別注意
                                                                           
                                                                               
                                        當然…有時候我也會非常巴結
                                                                               
                                        我巴結你的時候,我會把嘴巴擦的甜甜的
                                                                               
                                    像一個沒種的太監,嘻皮笑臉鞠躬作地對你說
                                                                               
                                                   你好帥…你最帥了
                                                                               
                                                                         
通常我這樣說時,你並不會像一個昏庸的皇上般奸笑
                                                                               
而是非常手足無措地回我:哪有??
                                                                               
靦腆的像個少年,但看的出很高興
                                                                       
每次看到你的反應,我自覺奸計得逞
                                                                               
越像個奸臣在心裡哈哈大笑
                                                                                                                                                           
你真有趣,我什麼都可以模擬,套一個圈套給你
                                                                               
每天玩著這些小技倆,日子不知覺的過去
                                                                               
才發現十八歲的我都已經三十歲了
                                                                               
但我依然寡廉鮮恥地說,你老了喔
                                                                               
好像自己永遠不會老似的
                                                                               
還好…年齡差距是不會變的
                                                                               
你會永遠都比我大八歲,我可以永遠都嫌棄你
唉!!真爽…還好是你
                                                                             
                                                                               
                  世界上沒有好的愛情
                                                                               
                                                                               
                  只有適合自己的愛
                                                                            
                                                                               
曾經我以為我會找到最好的
                                                                               
但我沒有
不過現在我找到最適合我的^_^
                                                                   
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想念一個人,需要衝動的感覺                                                                             
思念一個人,需要深刻的烙印                                                                               
接近一個人,需要滿懷的誠意                                                                               
愛上一個人,需要十足的勇氣                                                                               
放棄一個人,談---何---容---易
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